GS,
I understand this so well!
Although my T does not believe I have ADD, I do have quite a few pieces of it.
I am struggling with it now. In fact, the truth is, I have not been struggling. I have been lollling aroundn letting things slip...and it's dangerous (financially). I keep my mother's life on track, but not my own.
I know part of it is depression and oddly, I think part of it is a self-sabotaging defiance.
I know I can't tidy up my psyche before I tidy my house because by then I wouldn't have a house.
My Executive Function urgently needs a secretary, but none has arrived.
Just before I read your post I was thinking how I'm going to sit and pray for help with this tomorrow. I really do feel that paralysed. I have 2 days now when I absolutely have to get things paid and filed.
I'll send you help, and maybe I need to get out the tape myself!
Here's luck to you for a good and breakthrough (however small) weekend.
Hops