Lost My Job and Doubting Myself

[moonlight52]

Hi Bones ,

I hope you are doing better today and You deserve all the things your heart desires.

Some days  are more of a struggle than others .

So be kind to yourself I am sending you lots of love.

MoonLight

[Bones]

How are you sleeping Bones?  You are in my thoughts each and every day.  Are you beginning to take care of yourself - eating, exercising?  Sounds like you are emerging from th shock stage and able to begin to analyze.  Keep vigilant over caring for yourself as you begin to get back on you feet.

Yours - Gaining Strength

Thanks, GS.

My sleep patterns are still being disruptive.  I woke up at 4:00 a.m. this morning.  I made it a point to go over to the fitness room and use the treadmill and the weight equipment for about half an hour.  Then I went to the grocery store to get some fresh fruit and vegetables.  To my amazement, while I was gone, my former employer tried to call me and all the negative feelings came rushing back when I saw the number on the Caller ID.  I have no desire to talk to them, especially since I already contacted, via e-mail, the state agency that allows the facility to stay open and told them what I had been observing for over a year.  The state agency is NOT happy with this facility because they violated many state regulations.  I think things might get interesting between the state agency and the facility.

Bones

[Bones]

Hi Bones ,

I hope you are doing better today and You deserve all the things your heart desires.

Some days  are more of a struggle than others .

So be kind to yourself I am sending you lots of love.

MoonLight

Thanks, Moonlight.

Bones

[Gaining Strength]

I made it a point to go over to the fitness room and use the treadmill and the weight equipment for about half an hour.  Then I went to the grocery store to get some fresh fruit and vegetables. 

GOOD FOR YOU BONES!!!!!  I am sooooo proud of you for taking care of yourself.  It is so important and very difficult.  The rest will come.  You go!

Yours - GS

[Certain Hope]

Dear Bones,

 I believe that your sleep patterns will settle down as you continue to pursue this healthy eating and exercise... those are such wonderful, positive steps toward sound health! Congratulations and please know that I am always cheering for you, and praying for you, from my corner of the world. It's always good to hear from you.

Love,
Hope

[Bones]

I made it a point to go over to the fitness room and use the treadmill and the weight equipment for about half an hour.  Then I went to the grocery store to get some fresh fruit and vegetables. 

GOOD FOR YOU BONES!!!!!  I am sooooo proud of you for taking care of yourself.  It is so important and very difficult.  The rest will come.  You go!

Yours - GS

Thanks GS.  I'm still trying to do the next right thing, one day at a time.

Bones

[Bones]

Dear Bones,

 I believe that your sleep patterns will settle down as you continue to pursue this healthy eating and exercise... those are such wonderful, positive steps toward sound health! Congratulations and please know that I am always cheering for you, and praying for you, from my corner of the world. It's always good to hear from you.

Love,
Hope

Thanks, Hope.

Bones

[Gaining Strength]

That's it Bones - one day, one step at a time.  Keep your focus on the next step.  Don't look back - not yet.  No need to reflect yet.  Wait until you get your sea legs back.  I'm going to try to take my own advice.

Yours - Gaining Strength

[Bones]

Hmm Bones,

It seems based on your call pretty clear why you boss is trying to contact you.  I think it's great that you did not speak to them and have no desire to - it sounds to me like you're taking good care of yourself.  About your sleep patterns - exercise is really great, if only because you'll be so tired sleeping is easier to come by.

((((((((((((((((Bones)))))))))))))))))

I'm also praying and wishing the best for you as well!

I hope your ex-employers get the wake up call they need!!!

Jac

Thanks, Jac.

I think it will be interesting to see what the licensing Board does next.  I just spoke with the certification coordinator a few minutes ago and she told me that my letter has been given to her administrator.  The next scheduled meeting, to discuss my letter, will take place on the third Thursday of this month.  In the meantime, she advised me to keep doing what I had been doing all along such as focusing on school, etc.

Bones

[Bones]

That's it Bones - one day, one step at a time.  Keep your focus on the next step.  Don't look back - not yet.  No need to reflect yet.  Wait until you get your sea legs back.  I'm going to try to take my own advice.

Yours - Gaining Strength

Thanks, GS.

Bones

[Bones]

Hmm Bones,

It seems based on your call pretty clear why you boss is trying to contact you.  I think it's great that you did not speak to them and have no desire to - it sounds to me like you're taking good care of yourself.  About your sleep patterns - exercise is really great, if only because you'll be so tired sleeping is easier to come by.

((((((((((((((((Bones)))))))))))))))))

I'm also praying and wishing the best for you as well!

I hope your ex-employers get the wake up call they need!!!

Jac

Thanks, Jac.

I think it will be interesting to see what the licensing Board does next.  I just spoke with the certification coordinator a few minutes ago and she told me that my letter has been given to her administrator.  The next scheduled meeting, to discuss my letter, will take place on the third Thursday of this month.  In the meantime, she advised me to keep doing what I had been doing all along such as focusing on school, etc.

Bones

Correction.  The meeting will take place the third Friday of the month, which is next week.  I'll need to wait to hear back from them.  I just don't know what to expect they will do.

Bones

[gratitude28]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((bones)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You are so strong!!!!!!! Brava, girl!!!!!
Beth

[Sela]

Hey Bones:

I just don't know what to expect they will do.

Such a feeling is actually fear of the unknown eh?  When faced with this,  I try to think of the best possible thing they might do, and hope for it, plus I consider the worst possible thing they might do, and accept it and plan for it, and it usually ends up somewhere in the middle is what actually happens.  Maybe that would be a way to help ease your fear a little?

Sela

[Bones]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((bones)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You are so strong!!!!!!! Brava, girl!!!!!
Beth

Thanks, Beth.

Bones

[Bones]

Hey Bones:

I just don't know what to expect they will do.

Such a feeling is actually fear of the unknown eh?  When faced with this,  I try to think of the best possible thing they might do, and hope for it, plus I consider the worst possible thing they might do, and accept it and plan for it, and it usually ends up somewhere in the middle is what actually happens.  Maybe that would be a way to help ease your fear a little?

Sela

My concern is that they may get nothing more than a slap on the wrist, the status quo is maintained, and the clients get the worst end of the stick.

Bones