Went to T and was angry about the fact that XN got what he wanted, a housekeeper, childminder etc now back with Xwife, I guess. it was like he won. We talked about this and she pointed out that if I use HIS value system he has won but if I use MY value system he has not. Interesting that I see it in terms of winning!
I thought about my values and what is important to me - truth, honesty, integrity, growth, none of these are present in XN's life. His values are status, money, material things, getting what he wants, supply, money, control, money and did I forget to mention money. Puts things in perspective a bit.
If someone described Xn to me, the truth about him, I am 100% sure I would never want to know a man like him...... need to remember this.
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