Thank you OC
My daughter is just 42, but will be 43 on May 13---maybe this is her time
My life has been a long hard process since I knew, from mid-teens, that I had problems.
I tried very hard to not allow my dysfunction from my FOO affect my daughter's growth.
What I told my therapist, she did applaud me for recognizing what I had, and also the things I did for my daughter, that I never had, but, naturally, I wasn't perfect, so daughter inherited some of my vibes and unspoken things. Even though I messed up I was happy to have the therapist say that.
Now you see, as a teen I knew I was deficient, and maybe my daughter felt the same but her leaving home implied for good, but my leaving home, at 17, was to get a job, support myself, take the burden from the parents and go home and visit every weekend or two.
I also felt that my mother required help with the cleaning and the upstairs, so I did these things for her. I dusted her china cabinet top first of all, then crocheted her a runner to put on top, as it was right by the entrance door and now no one could see the dust when I was not there.
Daughter met an N, so her leaving and seldom returning, was very very hurtful to me. I am sure she knows now how she was controlled adn dominated by an N.
Hugs
Izzy