Hi OC,
I remember that, but I was not able, without the guidance of my Therapist, as I related the story step by step to see what could have been a truth right in front of my eyes, that I couldn't see! I have asked her to not spare my feelings, to dump it all on me when she hears the story and there is another perspective.
I am searching for the truth, and if I tell my story to the Therapist, in chronological order, she can put a spin on it that I might never have seen, as just a mother--just as she did with my driving away that day.
I will not abandon my daughter, but if I, raised by my 'whatever' mother, have been/done something I did NOT recognize that hurt my daughter enough to have her leave me, in spite of, I will have to accept it.
She and have still to have an honest, no fighting, conversation, but I cannot see when!!
THanks for your visit Hops
Yes I believe there is hope for both of us, but there is much.............okay, I will use it....................... mush to go through!
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Izzy
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