Generally, no. I don't have gripping fear like I did before I had been on my medicine. What you have been describing, Ami, seems like anxiety to me and might need medical attention possibly. Are you on meds for anxiety already? I don't remember if you have ever said anything about it on the group.
One of the things I often tell my mother, who happens to be severely paranoid, is "I refuse to live my life in fear, Mom." Now, do I feel apprehensive once in a while about something? Yes. All I have to do is watch the news about Iraq, and that pretty much starts the cycle for me, therefore, as a habit, I don't watch the news. "Head in the sand?" Probably, but I intend to keep it there as often as I can, to avoid having someone lop it off!
My daughter is afraid of me dying and herself dying one day. Death is not a nice topic for us, but I am just honest with her, that I'm not dying any time soon that I know of, but if I did, God would send someone to be her special friend and walk with her through life.
I do not talk much about eternity yet with my children, because my honest thought about it, is, we will know when we get there, but for now, as Christians, we trust in a place that is peaceful, beautiful and with God, that we know as heaven.
~Laura