Hi Gratitude28, Leah, Lollie, Hardtotrust and everybody else
G28, that's so funny. "The ugliest most worthless dog you could find." I want him/her. You could maybe make a fortune selling postcards or posters of him/her. Oh, you were talking about a real dog weren't you? Not a spouse?

Hi Lollie, well it appears as though we're going to be spending etermity together - by the looks of it. You'll know me when you get there, I'll be the depressed one in huddled in the corner in foetal position, thumping the ground with both fists chanting "damn you Satre, damn you Satre, damn you Satre, damn you Satre....................... damn you Satre" for eternity.
Hardtotrust, that's fine, thanks for the thanks. I just re-read your thread again, wow Lighter is really working hard over there. I'm just nodding at a lot of what Lighter is writing and saying "yes, yes, yes". Please hang in there and keep going. I'm sure you have the capacity to work through this, and I think your openness and honesty is great.
A few interesting and fun quotes
You can't keep blaming yourself. Just blame yourself once, and move on. Scientific views end in awe and mystery, lost at the edge in uncertainty, but they appear to be so deep and so impressive that the theory that it is all arranged as a stage for God to watch man's struggle for good and evil seems inadequate.
The idea is to try to give all the information to help others to judge the value of your contribution; not just the information that leads to judgment in one particular direction or another. Our responsibility is to do what we can, learn what we can, improve the solutions, and pass them on.
The first principle is that you must not fool yourself and you are the easiest person to fool.It doesn't matter how beautiful your theory is, it doesn't matter how smart you are. If it doesn't agree with experiment, it's wrong.
Sometimes the only way you can feel good about yourself is by making someone else look bad. And I'm tired of making other people feel good about themselves
.Thanks all
Papillon