Wow. I've read thru the site and the old cliche about not being the only one rings true.....
"Did my parent respect and value what I said, see myself as independent from them in a positive way, and feel that my thoughts and feelings were as important as theirs." In other words, did my parent allow me "voice?"
Ah, um, no, no not really. Of late, have had to practice for the deaf/mute Olympics...But aha! Other people have gone thru this and know what it's like -- that is a big relief. There's a bunch more I could quote from the site -- stuff that really got me. But I'm still stuck in a cross between Homer Simpson's shriek and Edward Munch's The Scream
Been waking up to my situation and feeling that I'm not nuts, it isn't all my fault and shucks, but I was sort of right -- I did and still do have intrinsic value.
A quick bio would be: femme, late 20's and still living at home with parents *which I'm really embarrassed about, actually mortified* Parents probably a product of this sort of dysfunctional parenting, but they passed it on and continue to practice it and my siblings and I are the ones dealing with the newest version of the family curse (sort of like AOL).
Laslty, I feel hopeful and confident in getting on with my life.
Thanks for reading,
jenn