It really, truly is OK if everyone on here scorns me, Carolyn, Hops, Amber, CB. I see it and feel it. You have made your point.It is loud and clear, I get it.
For months now, no matter what I do or say, and whether or not I've done or said anything at all, I've been the recipient of similar remarks.
This post is my own declaration... I have had enough.
Finally, I've realized... what have I been waiting for?
I am sick and tired of having my name dragged through someone else's mud.
If I choose foolishly to take a dip in the muck, then I expect to be responsible for the clean-up...
but I would be treating myself irresponsibly, I believe, to allow someone else to repeatedly move me and my name around this board like a pawn,
whenever there's a search for a place to shift blame.
Because I have witnessed this pattern for myself over an extended period of time and require no further witnesses or explanation...
and because I don't ever want to be used as a smokescreen again...
I am now stating clearly that I want Ami
(and by extension, due to their "relationship", Wiltay)
to leave me alone...
to leave my name and any indirect reference to me out of their remarks...
and to not post to me here on this board.For the record, I saw posts which were then deleted... which revealed to me the true nature of what's behind the sanitized words which followed.
Thank you, Dr. Grossman, for enforcing this No Contact request.
Of course, I will follow suit and not post to or reference, directly or indirectly, these two.
Sincerely,
Carolyn