Dear SS
I am gonna think about your dreams over the course of the day and write, as I get ideas. I have a few, now.In dreams,houses can represent the person and cars may, too. Your car is breaking down. You may feel that you are breaking down, emotionally and physically, with all the stress you endure and did endure, with your family. The gas station is interesting. You need gas(fuel for you, too) and it is closed. You can't get it, BUT the attendent has on a Tux. This is very unusual, so would have meaning. It might be the disparity between your parents wealth(tux) and the gas station(modest means).However,even modest means seems closed to you. You can't seem to get your basic needs(fuel for your life) met.
You started panicing about your M. You would not be able to pack(plan,manage) right and she would be angry. Then, you saw a solution, you could put her in another mode of travel, not with you. You could then take your car(you) home.
How did you feel at the end of the dream? Were you distressed or at peace?
I will think about the next one during the day. Love Ami
(((((((((((SS))))))))))