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Re: Life takes a turn.......................
« Reply #45 on: July 18, 2009, 10:48:22 AM »
Prayers for you Kelly! We seem to be making lots of cancer advances and I pray that they have taken out all of your mass.
Love, Beth
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« Reply #46 on: July 18, 2009, 11:16:56 AM »
Ok, I am claiming it, Ami!!  I am scared but then I keep turning it around and claiming the victory.  Claiming that when they stumbled across it, that was God's way of getting it before it got too bad.

Last night my daughter with autism called me and cried.  Mom I don't want you to leave me long with grammy.  I thought if I die I will leave her long and that would be unbearable to her.......so I cannot destroy her life.  I will live!!!!

Good to hear from all of you.....I love you all and thanks so much for being here for me....
Kelly

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« Reply #47 on: July 18, 2009, 06:55:08 PM »
Kelly, I watched a network show lastnight about people who shouldn't be alive.  One story was about a woman who so reminded me of you.  She was walking into a friends house to knit.  She tripped and fell - knitting needle piercing her heart.  When she got to the hospital and the surgery was done they discovered cancer - in its eariliest stages.  She survived and she said that she knew she would because she had survived the insane accident of having her heart pierced by that needle.  She also knew that she needed to survive for her 16 year old daughter whom she had waited late in life to have and whom she loved deeply.

Your cancer was found by accident and it was found early and you have a powerful will and determination and a daughter who needs you.  I saw you in her story and felt certain that your outcome would be the same as hers. 

I believe for you. In the moments doubt creep in - I believe for you.  On the days when you are tired and down and not able to rally - I believe for you.  In those nights when you wake up because fear has pierced your being - I believe for you.  And during those days when your determination triumphs - I still believe for you.

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« Reply #48 on: July 18, 2009, 07:25:24 PM »
Thanks Gs.....it is wonderful to hear that.............I believe in you, too.  I believe that you can step up and out from under the curse of living with N parents.  You can do it!!

And I believe that if only 50% make it, I will be part of the 50% who live............not the 50 % who don't!
Kelly

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« Reply #49 on: July 18, 2009, 10:49:29 PM »
strength and calm to you Kelly...
I am pulling for you

(and I too was very moved by GS' comment...)

strength and calm

you are a strong human being

love
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« Reply #50 on: July 19, 2009, 07:01:33 AM »
Dear Kelly
 I do have the gift of discernment.  It is  something that is called "psychic" in the world but discernemnt as a spiritual gift. I love when you check in !          Ami
 
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.        Eleanor Roosevelt

Most of our problems come from losing contact with our instincts,with the age old wisdom stored within us.
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« Reply #51 on: July 19, 2009, 11:51:01 PM »

Thinking of you in prayer. Smiling for you as you heal. I believe.

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« Reply #52 on: July 21, 2009, 07:11:36 PM »
Dear Kelly
 Wanted you to know you are in my thoughts .  XXXOOO   Ami
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.        Eleanor Roosevelt

Most of our problems come from losing contact with our instincts,with the age old wisdom stored within us.
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« Reply #53 on: July 22, 2009, 11:58:21 AM »
Hey, I am at Mayo!!  What a gorgeous facility and run really well.  I had a blood test this morning and am waiting to go have a CT scan.  I will meet with the oncologist tomorrow.  They have scheduled a consult Friday morning with a surgeon in case they find anything that needs to be removed (this would be metastes....)  We do NOT want any of that because if it has spread I will be a Stage IV cancer patient!!  I do not want this!!!!

I will know tomorrow I think when they will start chemo.
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Geez....I think I look like the most healthy person here!!  There are lots of wheelchairs and lots of sickly looking people..... :(
Kelly

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« Reply #54 on: July 22, 2009, 01:25:09 PM »

Kelly,

Praying your test come out well and your cancer has not metastasized.

Also happy to hear you are in good hands at the Mayo Clinic. ((hugs))

Much love to you. seasons
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« Reply #55 on: July 22, 2009, 02:14:54 PM »
 I am awaiting the great news of no meastasis tomorrow. I have you on my mind all through the day, Kelly.       Love   Ami
               
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.        Eleanor Roosevelt

Most of our problems come from losing contact with our instincts,with the age old wisdom stored within us.
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« Reply #56 on: July 22, 2009, 09:18:03 PM »
((Kelly)),

Whatever happens...

don't eat the Mayo!

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« Reply #57 on: July 22, 2009, 09:21:29 PM »
Funny.  While I was having the contrast CT scan I was praying out loud.  The nurse came up to me and asked me if I was alright.  I think she thought I was talking to myself, in fact, I was praying to God to cure me of my cancer!!!

I burnt my right arm when I was 25 and have a skin graft over the vein so they took blood AND did the IV on my left arm.....it is sore!!!

I just pray for good news..
Kelly

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« Reply #58 on: July 22, 2009, 11:23:20 PM »



Hi OC,

Strong caring hugs to you and prayers too.

tt

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« Reply #59 on: July 23, 2009, 07:18:23 AM »


Hi ((( Kelly )))


Praying for you.

God bless you.


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