Feeling Sorry for the NMother - Lack of N Supply

[Anonymous]

Hello Zeene:

I posted to your other thread but forgot to say:  Welcome.

Reading the bit you've posted here also makes me feel very, very sad.

I am so sorry that you had to endure such pain from those who are supposed to love and protect you.  That is so awful and unfair.  

I wish I could be as brave as you are.

You are very brave, Zeene.  You went on without their/her help.  You survived, regardless of their horrible selfishness and mistreatment.  And you are here....reaching out for support...which shows your courage to try to help yourself heal!!  You are very brave and I admire you very much!!

Patz:  I'm sorry for all you've been through too.  I don't know if I have ever expressed that and I know I have read bits and bits of what you have endured and I am so sorry that you have had to go through it.  You are also a brave soul, one I admire.  

You always wish people to keep on keeping on.....and that is exactly what you have done, regardless of what calamity you have had to face.  Good for you Patz!!  I'm sure it has not been easy sometimes.

GFN

[zeene]

Dear GFN

You made me cry because you said I was brave.  

You are nice to me.  I felt really loved.   Thanks.

Zeene

[Anonymous]

Oh dear ((((((((Zeene))))))):

It's ok to cry.    I'm sorry that I made you cry and I'm glad I made you cry.  Does that make sense?   I'm sorry because I certainly don't want you to be sad but I'm glad because I think maybe you are just releasing some of the sadness that you are carrying around in you..and that is a good thing.  It needs to come out.

I'm also glad that you feel loved because really...in a weird way...I do love you.  Not that I know you or have any reasonable reason to say that but just that as a human being, who has suffered.. I love you very deeply and want to let you know that.  You deserve to be loved and definately not treated the way you have been treated.  You deserve to be heard and to feel safe.

There are all kinds of love and this kind is the cyber love of a stranger.  I don't know you and you don't know me but I really do know what if feels like to have been hurt and that is what links us together and makes us know eachother a little.

Thankyou for sharing here and for being so honest about your feelings.   That is brave too because it takes courage to honestly place your feelings on a public bulletin board for the whole world to see and risk not being responded to or ignored.

I may not always respond either because I get busy sometimes but hopefully someone here will and you will know that others care and understand or want to understand and listen.

Hope this helps you Zeene.  You are not alone in your pain.

GFN

[zeene]

I've had it all bottled up...all the feelings.  It was good you helped me release some....even though I was crying for sheer relief that finally someone understands me.