Coming out of "shock"

[hardtotrust]

And you have given me a lot of comfort, Ami.

Going to sleep now, but not before saying a prayer for you.

Hugs!

[Ami]

((((((((((((((Ann, Hardtotrust))))))))))))))                 

[Leah]

((((((((( Ami ))))))))))

Warm thoughts of you, and my prayers also.

Love, Leah

[Iphi]

Maybe M & H should go to a doctor and find out what's wrong with THEM...

Exactly!  If they were wiser they would realize how foolish they are and ST*U.

[Ami]

Thank you so much, Amber and Iphi,
 I feel so much better today after talking to that lady. She understood, at the heart level, exactly what I am experiencing. I knew,intellectually, that parents lost children,of course ,but never actually talked to one heart to heart. I am in another community now,bereaved parents, and I need this community
 This lady, Joanne,lost 2 children(her only ones) in two separate accidents.
 There is another lady,whom I will call tonight, who lost her child to suicide.
 I feel like I can go on, if I have other people who understand . That is always important to me.On the board, we understand about N's and the understanding in itself,is very healing.
 People in the outside world do not understand  N's, if they have not lived it.
  I have been in other support groups,but never really fit. I went to Al Anon and never really fit. I went to AA(but am not an alcoholic).
Both of these groups addressed underlying issues in life such as fear,gulit, etc,but I never really fit.
 So, now I will fit in to this new group, Bereaved Parents, and know that I am not alone.
 Thanks so much for all your love, Amber and Iphi!               Ami

[hardtotrust]

I'm happy for the good news, too.

Remembering you in my prayers, in a few minutes.

((((((((((((((((Ami))))))))))))))

[Ami]

Thank you Amber and Hardtotrust!  Prayers, and comforting words are  food for the heart.    Much Love, Ami

[hardtotrust]

Thinking of you now, Ami!
Hugs!

[Leah]

(((((((((( Ami ))))))))))

in my thoughts, and prayers.

Love, Leah

[hardtotrust]

Ami, how are you tonight? Are you OK?

Hugs.

[Ami]

Thanks for asking, Hardtotrust.
 I am going forward and I see God's hand strengthening me, every step of the way. He loves us SO much. We need to believe THAT basic point,as a foundation for everything else. We are worth it, hardtotrust!            Love   Ami

[Violet]

Dear Ami,

((((((((((Ami))))))))

God bless you and keep you and comfort your dear heart.   
“Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.”

Love, Violet

[Ami]

Dear Violet,
 That Scripture has been true for me. I have been so comforted through this whole thing. God,himself , touches me with comfort,and also sends me people,on the board and in 3 D.
 I hope you are feeling,better, Violet.    Love    Ami

[Ami]

I just have to write this and then I am going to exercise. The pain of coming out of shock is so deep that it feels cellular. Ann, you have helped me  ,with your descriptions of grief.
 You feel like a sleep walker, tired, run down, half sick all the time(or most of it)
 Ann,you ,also, helped me with your comments on enjoying beauty.I could not remember which thread they were on.
 I am coming alive to my senses, as I heal,and you reminded me  to draw beauty in.
  Today, I have  enjoyed many things, my Yorkies warm body as she makes a "nest"in my lap , looking at  artwork  and really "seeing" it,the warmth of the sun,talking to a friend on the phone, and exercising,which I love.
 Thank you, Ann, for that wisdom.              Love   Ami
 

[hardtotrust]

Hi Ami!

May I ask you how is the weight on your chest? Please, answer only if it helps.

Praying for you... in two minutes.

(((((((((((((Ami))))))))))