My brother and just life and stuff

[Meh]

I am probably going to take a hot shower and go to sleep soon. Wish I had more uumph to type.

Today I thought I was going to get fired from my job that is a revolving door. But they didn't fire me today, possibly they were too busy to do so IDK.

[Hopalong]

Or maybe it really is okay for a hardworking person to take a sick day occasionally?

Hope things flow on and jettisoning you isn't even on their radar....

Happy Duvet Day (great expression!)

Hops

[Meh]

hiya Hops, yah I wasn't fired today so for not I am still employed.

[Meh]

I had a productive day at work I think. Right now I am just tired, sad and lonely now that I am at home but whatever. Eating garlic take out stuff. Gonna crash into bed.

[Izzy_*now*]

Hi Garb and Hops,

I've missed your posts and it sounds like quite the similarities, or at least an understanding between you two. I have been a recluse!

G. I like garlic takeout stuff!
G. I am glad you were not fired!
H. Sick days are okay. I agree!
G. I have my housekeeper and my therapist as good chit-chat partners! Love it I think I have my best friend (therapist) from the 5 years ago accident and E. (housekeeper) from one year ago, than from say, Grade One.

Another post of mine tonight talks about my new $7,000 battery chair....but now "who pays for it?"

talk later
xx
Izzy

[Meh]

Spring..

Just heard a thud in the backyard. Went out there squirrels on the ground. Mama squirrel came and got them, they fell a heck of a long way down.

Trying to clean out my clothing it is hard. I Don't want to throw stuff away. Sigh.

[Meh]

My gay aka bi-sexual co-worker/manager... errrr.... put the "moves" on me yesterday night at the movies. Sigh. He is in the closet gay. Still hasn't told his parents, poor guy.   Poor me lol. Well the day is coming to an end so I should prepare for bed and let tomorrow be a new day.

I am now thinking of pulling a pink skirt out of the garbage can outside... Maybe I shouldn't.

[Meh]

Bought more clothes, and they mostly look like old clothes LOL being that the style is for things to be worn-in looking. Oh well. Cotton Chinos and cotton tees. It's Monday, my manager put on her calendar that she is going to review me in October... either she is really really reAlly building up to a chaaa-BANG of a review fest... or she is just planning. OR she hopes she doesn't have to talk to me before I get fired... Or she plans on keeping me around IDK what it means oh wells. Maybe it doesn't mean anything

[Hopalong]

Jut planning, I'd bet.
If there were a problem, imo you'd have a hint by now.
Sounds to me like you've been working hard and being consistently professional about it,
despite the limits of the job.

It's probably just part of her job to review everybody.
And if there were an issue, you'd have received a warning or something, right?
The fact that it's not until October also seems very positive. (No sense of urgency.)

Routine biz stuff. Always nerve-wracking for the reviewee, but I'll bet you're
one of her most solid employees.

Hops

[Meh]

Hoya Hops. What is going on with you over yonder?

[Meh]

Listening to music. Thinking of dark stuff and how my employer owns my sad stunted arse.  I want a portable music playing thingy / walk-man type thingy... whatever the modern version of such a thing is.

I don't feel much these days... ya know.. just tired. Trying to make some chump change sales.  Don't think I closed one sale today.. In fact I think I may have talked somebody out of buying something idk.

[Hopalong]

Sorry you had a dark day, Boat.
I've been there...a thankless job is just that,
so we've got to find ways to thank ourselves,
thank life, thank spring, thank birds, just
thank whatever the hell we can thank to
keep ourselves going with enough guts
to get through another thankless 8 and
RECLAIM THE REST.

I'm okay. This month is both beautiful and
tough, because my bday comes and no word
from my only child. Still staggers me but I
get up again and...so it goes.

Chin up old thing,
Hops

[Meh]

Hops: Aries or Taurus? 

[Meh]

Yah, I try to make myself decent dinners, it is the one little thing I try to do for myself even if it just means an organic hot dog lol

[Hopalong]

Taurus.

Hey Boat,
Do you have any space at all (balcony, porch, scrap of yard) that gets sun?
Could you grown something in milk jugs, any kind of container?

Like this? http://containergardening.about.com/od/floweringcontainergarden/tp/Ideas-For-Cheap-Or-Free-Cotnainers.htm


Hops