Anything other than anything

[Meh]

nothing much today, I am tired. I feel like I haven't learned anything new in a long time and I am in an old person's rut of being boring

trying to pace myself as I might be working the next 14 days in a row  overtime = xmas

im tired of feeling pressure to do something or make something happen, why can't life just unfold, that is how kids live, in the moment, their lives just naturally occur, not everything is planned and manipulated and worried about to the smallest insignificant detail

I wish I was self employed. I would take a long vacation.

[Meh]

I figured out how to get even with the jack ass manager where I work. It's to encourage pissed off customers to ask for a supervisor LOL  Although he doesn't seem to care, he is probably a psychopath.

In theory it's "bad" of me to do so. But at the moment it was a little bit satisfying today, I think he realized I am not his ally in this job. It goes both ways. Weeeeeee

Also I got to complain about a similarly new manager who talks to us like we are naughty children. She was making something a hassle for me so I just complained to the director and the director told me I was doing it correctly... so the director is going to tell her she was wrong LOL YAY!!!!

Its all dumb though I wish ... well whatever.

[Meh]

Tired and bored. I'm sick of Christmas lol. There is a mini fake tree I put on my desk at work. Customers are complaining, people are still trying to order christmas trees etc. I am tired of it. so so so tired of it. I miss my old self, the person that used to do things for myself.

[Meh]

Lucked out got 5 days consecutively off of work. Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday, and I asked for about 8 random days off. They gave me monday. I found out at the last moment.

wish I had planned something, an escape out of the city, a strange hotel room or something. I'm here at "home". Having coffee and fudge and salami and watching movies

slept a lot or tried to despite my rooomates random tirades of FERK UP in a high pitched boy's voice (video games)

  Its nice to have time off I just wish I was doing something special.

been thinking that I feel like I miss what it was like to be in school

I feel like im not learning anything, I miss being around other people in an education sort of endeavor

Watched the Vintage White Christmas but in technicolor
Watched Keith Richards Documentary
Now it's the Da Vinci Code, I read the book, I think I saw the movie when it first came out but it's been so long that I can rewatch it now

I had a very involved dream that I not exactly faked my death but I allowed someone to believe I was dead, I can't remember the details

[Meh]

Whatever I do it has to be convenient and it has to fit into my everyday path.

[Meh]

Its sort of cold and misty or foggy outside and really peaceful. Everybody is tired after Christmas I guess. Not many people out sort of a mellow vibe. Little bit ghost town like.

[Hopalong]

Hi Boat,
You inspired me to add to my Only Things I Like About Christmas list:

1) people are nicer for a month
2) lights
3) sacred music, AND...

4) the Christmas "hush"

I love it when the streets are still and quiet (because most people are home, with families).

hugs
Hops