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sKePTiKal

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Re: Farm Journal - 2025
« Reply #150 on: November 18, 2025, 09:43:17 AM »
I don't mind chit-chat on my thread, at all! That's kinda the point, LOL. I like hearing what other people are up to. Hol's been invited to another T'giving... her good friends in B'more. And it would be good for her. It's looking more like her relationship with C isn't worth what he puts her through and she is less & less tempted to do the work FOR HIM, that he should be doing. She is spending her time building a new sewing/leather studio in the loft in her garage (power & heat in there). And re-arranging her house for her mid-winter, holiday, birthday shindig in a month or so. She's starting to write again and maybe some journaling, too. She is doting on Knuckles, since she doesn't know how long she'll have with him before the addison's can't be controlled.

OH - I solved my menu dilemma. I'm going to order some venison from TX and make a slower cooker stew with freshly baked rolls. (Going to try to focus on bread again this winter.)

Maybe it's just my imagination... but things seem a lot lighter, happier, easier-going this season. I know B & I are comfy cozy, just enjoying being together. Hol is in a better spot, than she's been in a long time. Other people are going though trials & tribulations, but the will to find a way to help them is there and manifesting. it feels good.

Hops, why not use your mutual affection with pup to try a Vulcan mind meld with him? In other words, visualize what you want him to do be, hold it in your mind and try to "send" it to pup. Maybe pup is ADHD too, ya know? And so training needs to slow way down for him too!

Lighter -if the wind cooperates, I have a ton of cardboard to contribute to the bonfire!
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Re: Farm Journal - 2025
« Reply #151 on: November 18, 2025, 09:45:49 AM »
Oh - and the problem I'm having with the board may not be a board server issue. I think it might be mac/safari related. When I switched to Firefox, I'm able to take my time reading/replying without the site timing out or locking up or whatever.

Since I'm bi-platform (mac/pc) I should've thought to try this sooner. But I didn't. I do have a lot of distractions.
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« Reply #152 on: November 18, 2025, 09:33:52 PM »
You are SOOOO right, Amber! Pup is my kindred in that we're both bat-poop distractible, ADHD on plutonium (steroids doesn't sound like enough). I completely get him. Vice versa? Not so much, LOL.

It's gonna be a long winter for Pup and me, but I hope we learn [and PRACTICE] what we need to make life together easier for both of us. I already spent the money for the failed training class experience, but she said I could convert it instead to private lessons. If she can hear me about my own tracking difficulty with the speedy flood of steps to take....maybe it'll work out well.  The young man two winters ago couldn't even begin to comprehend the issues an elderlyish woman brought to training, but I'm hopeful she can.

Overall I'm happy and cozy now. Got through this morning when I woke chilled, bundled up and slept 5-6 more hours. It was amazing to wake up at 1230 and feel better. The world doesn't spin on my distorted bioclock, but when I just give into it (me bat, rest of world lark), I do feel better in my body and brain. I do eventually adapt to winter reality, it just takes a while. Feeling a lot better tonight.

So glad Amber, that you've weathered the scary surgery and are well on your way to your own, individual, delicious plans for a Tday I hope you'll really enjoy.

I have SO much to be thankful for.

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Re: Farm Journal - 2025
« Reply #153 on: November 19, 2025, 08:28:03 AM »
I'm tellin' ya - there's just some stronger "happy" energy floating around these days! (You'd never know it from the media; so I just ignore them - unless I can point out how they're fudging the truth or exaggerating.)

Tomorrow is the 2nd surgery. So I'm taking care of this week's "have tos" today... and everything else can wait. Friday will be my day to get my Christmas shopping done. So I can do what baking I'm going to do without multitasking.
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« Reply #154 on: November 19, 2025, 11:49:55 AM »
I hope, this surgery, goes as smoothly as the last, Amber. 

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« Reply #155 on: November 19, 2025, 01:56:56 PM »
I think it will Lighter. It's clear they have checklists and routines that make them VERY efficient. My job is just to follow instructions and relax. B is driving home. That'll work.
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« Reply #156 on: November 19, 2025, 09:04:40 PM »
Me too, what she said (Light).

Duuno how you'll shop one day after an eye procedure but take care, Amber.
You sure have good reason for confidence, given procedure #1.

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« Reply #157 on: November 20, 2025, 07:17:20 AM »
Well, when they poured me into the jeep after the first surgery - still kinda sedated and DEFINIELY dilated - I could already kinda see out of the corrected eye. I have prepared NOT to have to do anything, and if B drives, I wouldn't have any issue moving around in the slightly busy stores in our area. My years of tai chi come in handy; I know how to center in my body before moving.

I didn't sleep long or well last night. No anxiety - just a full & busy head that wouldn't let go. And I heard a couple things that disturbed me greatly last night. The closest to home, is a friend of Hol's who needs a ride to get imaging done; he has stage 4 cancer and his car doesn't have brakes.

Fingers crossed, I can post now. Both Safari & Firefox have locked up after a short reply like this lately. I think the compute gods are playing with me.
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« Reply #158 on: November 20, 2025, 10:11:18 AM »
Posting is hit or miss for me too, Amber.  Just makes me more grateful for the board.

I'm glad you're doing ok with that second eye.  Enjoy this gorgeous fall weather.

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« Reply #159 on: November 21, 2025, 08:09:36 AM »
Well, the universe decided I wasn't gonna sleep well night before the surgery. When I "wokeup" in recovery, she gave me options for a drink (desperately needed) and a snack (ditto). So cheezits & ginger ale it was! I was very much more with it this time "waking up". But the single lens glasses were no go; the new corrected eye wasn't ready for that  Very overcast day, so I didn't need sunglasses. I remembered different things from the surgery this time. Basically aware of everything during the laser removal process. Different bits & pieces from the OR insertion this time; then a blank space. Anastesiologist said that drug is meant to disrupt memory. I wonder if that's so the patient doesn't try to compare how they see, pre and post surgery??

We picked up some Popeye's chicken & B's favorite chips and I was in bed by 7pm; probably asleep by 7:30. Slept straight thru till 5 this mornng. I NEEDED that! It's taking a bit of adjusting this morning to see the puter. Fortunately, it's easy to adjust the size of type. My generic readers are too strong to see normal sizes clearly. Grabbed the one-lens glasses and that's not bad right now. it helps that it's getting daylight now; sun still won't be "up" until 8, and with this fog we probably won't see it till 9. It took me a day or so, with the first eye to figure out best/clearest way to see. And the drops help - a LOT.

There's an anti-inflammatory, a steroid, and antibiotic, which is only used for a week. Everyone I talked to before the surgery, said don't screw up the drops - they are important! I get that. The bottles are so tiny - and I "miss" my eye half the time - so I'm calling doc to call in a refill for me. The anti-inflamatory is called for 2x a day for a month! I'm only halfway with the first eye.

My close vision was much improved after a week, with just the first eye... so I'm gonna be patient and optiomistic about both eyes, getting there. Even though, these lenses are intended for middle & distance focus.

It is amazing, how much more i notice, see, am aware of - and not just visually - because of the increase in "information" my brain is getting from clearer sight. I kinda felt like I was "fading out" before this, even though I was fighting to see/maintain as much as I could. Not ready to drive yet though! I'm giving myself the weekend 'off' to get the first bit of healing done and B can cook. I'm still chief dishwasher - but I might even give the mechanical one an "exercise" this weekend.

I do notice that the differential in focal distance isn't as much of a problem now. So - work on peripheral vision, proprieception, and gentle movements - like spotting in turns - all with an eye to sharpen up my balance while "in motion".
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« Reply #160 on: November 21, 2025, 09:50:48 AM »
Your experience is so different than mine.  I'm super uncomfortable with remembering parts of the surgery....yours and mine, btw.  Ack!  In any surgery......give me deep comforting blackness, please! 

Keep us updated on your healing progress.  I'm fascinated, by the things you notice, and all the changes involved.

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« Reply #161 on: November 21, 2025, 02:06:26 PM »
Got off the phone with my brother a little while ago - who needs the same surgery.

I was having trouble seeing the puter this morning; but this afternoon I can see it fine. I'll have to reset the text size on my Kindle tonight (I made it giant; still didn't read much - just crashed.)

Now I can't wait for the full moon, to see if I still see a bright blue circle around it.

The weirdest part is, I'm not wearing glasses and I can still see. Better than I saw WITH glasses!
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« Reply #162 on: November 22, 2025, 02:43:06 PM »
Wowzers. I'm so happy to hear all this, Amber!

Not surprised by it but greatly delighted.

That last para is just happytoast.

And the sleep marathon, too.

Yay, YOU! Keeping up not keeping everything up might be resetting something too.
All in favor of you doing a little less and enjoying it more, raise your hands....

hugs and more happies,
Hops
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