Oh no, Petra! That's interesting, creepy, and... Richard, what do you think?
The only reason I was compelled to post this was because it seemed so blatantly narcissistic to me. But, I am wondering about the meaning behind this. I thought insightful people here might offer some interesting discussion views. I wasn't trying to scare anybody that I was thinking about suicide/homicide or knew any one who was. I took it in a more metaphorical way. It is interesting to me that you were questioning my need for protection (thanks) since I asked "Are they talking about two self's...good vs.evil?
Well, I'm not sure what this says about me but this is more on my thoughts. I took it to mean the thoughtful self, if you will, troubled by revealed guilt awareness of real self (selfish and N) imposed on others, would cause suffering and pain to the extent that suicide was comtemplated. And the thought, NO, I shall kill the bad part of myself (homicide), therefore ending my own suffering...and consequently, others too. Again, what do you think?
Just a footnote. I'm wondering if the painful emotional and physical suffering of my mother's current (near death) situation has something to do with my question?...As I feel my suffering, too.