OK!! Me now and why-- less long but informative

[Hopalong]

Izz...

Your family was paralysed too.
They were completely unequipped with the kind of character needed in a crisis like that (look how they treated their kids and each other), so they failed to come through for you.
They probably wondered why other people knew what to do...but they really didn't know.

(Didn't try too hard to find out, either. But that's what they'd learned, isn't it.)

I am glad your NDE happened. Perhaps the gift within the problem.

xo
Hops

[Ami]

My former cop b/f had an NDE when he was a little kid. He never called it that,but  he was fearless about life. He had a zest for life and a wisdom about himself and life.
  It is a very "special" type of experienece that makes NDE"ers very unique people.                          Ami