Am I truly this selfish?

[Screamer]

To Everyone!  (Seeker, Jaded, Bunny, Mighty Mouse, Singer, Les, Michelle, Elle, Jessie, mrTraced)

Thank you all so much for your words of support and encouragement.  It is a really tough decision to make, but I feel it is the best thing I can do for me and my family.  My husaband and I have decided to start trying for a baby in November, and I really want to close the door on this before I get pregnant.  

I really needed to get some support and you were all so kind and generous to provide it!!