Blackie went to her friend's mother's memorial service last night. Whitie was insecure,but Blackie pushed her aside and said,"We are gonna learn about life."
We are gonna learn ,Girls, starting where we left off at 14.
People stink but Blackie does ,too. People can be sweet and kind. Blackie can be ,too. People can be primal. Blackie can ,too. You have to be able to defend yourself.
If someone messes with you, you push them to the ground and grind them in with your designer pumps. It is life, for God's sake.
Blackie is not an aggresor but she will fight back.
Whitie believed her M's guilt that said she was a BAD person if she had a bad thought, feeling or impulse. She tried it and where did it get her? Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.
Whitie took after her F. Her is the poster boy for....no the word is wimp. He always was bending and scraping .How else could you stay with a raging N, half Borderline Wacko?
He never stood up for Whitie, not once.
Whitie became like he :a wimp, afraid of her own anger, her own impulses. Be good , be good, be nice, be sweet, not a bad word, thought,impulse.
I wish it could work. It will in the world to come, just not this one.
