WELL HHHHHMMMMMMMPPPHHH!!!!!
I'm HAPPY for you that you've "cracked the code" and happier still that you're enjoying yourself!! DUH on the old invisible trap, I say! As for the work you're doing now - no one can judge it, criticize it because the only person it can actually matter to, is YOU. And in that respect, it's also true (purely logically) that you will be less liable to "make a mistake". From the perspective, that:
if you are tired... and that corner over there doesn't get cleaned out... tomorrow is another day, and you can decide again if it's that important to you. IT'S OK.
when the resentment does find a way to sneak back into your routine/process... you'll know it for what it is - a holdover from the past and rather than give it power, you'll be able to walk away from it - and choose your new "habit"... and if it takes a day or two, IT'S OK.
and, in the process of "shopping" for new habits, remember that it's a journey of exploration and discovery - it's FUN - and allow yourself to try new things for the "scientific" purpose of deciding if the thing is something you LIKE or is valuable to you in another way... and after a bit, you'll see a new "design pattern" emerge; a you that is more YOU and less a reaction to the old invisible trap. This part takes a lot of time, depending on how much energy you have; how many time commitments (like a job, etc)... but you'll find that you can seek out the new EVERYWHERE, if you've got your mind set on looking for that.
Empowering yourself to make these decisions and enjoy them and the results... will generate more fuel, plug the leaks, and increase the horsepower of your engine!
Now, I know it's time for "happy dance"!!!!!!! BIG HUG, kiddo.
