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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Hopalong on Today at 01:54:29 PM »

Nice memories. My town was pretty small in the 50s (say 15,000) but the University adds a lot of people. It's still bucolic in most neighborhoods but the newer developments are ticky tacky, imo -- HMOs drain all character. (Trying not to be NIMBY.) Still, loads of trees everywhere, and views of the mountains make up for anything. I painted my place a sagey light green with a BRIGHT blue door. Every house is its own thing.

Kids? There are still kids? Indoors on screens. Sigh. Pound puppies or senior dogs can be free or super cheap on "seniors days." Good luck....my souldog was $50 (recovering from surgery) and they will reduce it if you're strapped. They also send you home with a crate, leashes, toys and food to get started. If you sign up to FOSTER, the dog also gets free veterinary care indefinitely. For a small dog, food is cheap. Disclaimer: this Pup was so picky at first it took a fair amount of wasted food before I found the kind he's impressed with (Sundays is the brand). A quarter-cup twice a day doesn't break the bank. Plus he gets tidbits from me a lot: corners of sliced cheese, a little veggie soup, etc.

I gave all the other food to my neighbor and she/her pooches were happy.

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Hops

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: The island

« Last post by lighter on Today at 10:06:52 AM »

Honestly, Amber....
maybe.

It's depends on final outcome, imo.

Lighter

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Meh on March 19, 2026, 10:56:12 PM »

What a great assignment...to go choose a stuffie that comforts you.

My dog is a living stuffie who loves disemboweling the manufactured ones. I finally stopped getting them because bending over and over to get fluff off the floor couldn't continue.

I went on a hunt for strong, unstuffed toys. What a relief to find some. As long as he's chomping, he's happy. And in the morning and at night, he's a warm, living hug of a companion who is clamped to my side like a barnacle. I can feel my BP going down and my breathing relax...he is my partner. My source of loving touch.

I remember the first time I handled a Gund stuffed toy. A revelation! Doesn't matter if it's a placebo effect, I believe the endorphins studies.

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Hops

Dogs = Oxytocin, Dopamine, and Serotonin... no wonder people love them.

One day I got a dog out of a cardboard box of puppies in this town I lived in as a kid and it probably cost 15.00 it was some kind of fluffy orange chow. Like growing up we didn't take dogs to a groomers ever never. And they didn't cost thousands of dollars and there weren't forms and paperwork to fill out. So many many things in life used to be different. Now dogs seem like a luxury product. Getting a dog was a small town commonplace thing if someone's dog had puppies they would sell them for a minor cost just to get rid of them all.

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Meh on March 19, 2026, 10:06:16 PM »

The "Wellbutrin effect" on executive function usually comes down to its impact on Norepinephrine (energy/urgency) and Dopamine (focus/reward).

I don't believe I have REAL anhedonia or have ever had it really.  ???

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Meh on March 19, 2026, 10:00:31 PM »

In the past I took Wellbutrin and I magically just got more stuff done but as far as anxiety/depression goes I didn't feel a mood change. It seems Wellbutrin is used for ADD sometimes though it wasn't why it was prescribed to me.

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Hopalong on March 19, 2026, 05:46:29 PM »

You are sharing such CHEWY information, Meh! Thank you.

I can so relate to The Mechanic and The Glitch. Wow, how did they know?

My ADD understood all of them, and they were delightfully described. Brilliant. (I'm not a neuroscience fan, but when someone practically makes it poetry, I'm all in.)

Especially, "Your gatekeeper is missing." That made me laugh out loud. I'm very grateful to the source whenever I laugh out loud, btw. And truth is so good to hear.

hugs
Hops

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Farm Journal - 2025

« Last post by Hopalong on March 19, 2026, 05:37:25 PM »

If you enjoy woodworking, you could make amazing hangers from found branches....

(I watch too much YouTube.)

LOL
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Hops

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Meh on March 19, 2026, 04:24:30 PM »

"True" ADHD is largely genetic, but ACEs (Adverse Childhood Experiences) can physically re-wire the brain to look exactly like ADHD."

???

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Meh on March 19, 2026, 04:19:15 PM »

Sometimes I think I shouldn't be posting on two threads but also sometimes I think I need to create categories of stuff. idk

I don't feel like describing this but I guess I will take a deep breath and slow down.

- ugh and
- I typed in some responses to random metaphors generated by AI and AI is telling me this:
"You have High Latent Inhibition (HLI) deficiency paired with Hyper-Association.

The Mechanic: Most brains have a "gatekeeper" that filters out "irrelevant" data (like the traveling salesman or the history of ancient rocks) to stay on one topic. Your gatekeeper is missing.

The Result: You don't just see a "river"; you see the physics of banks, the history of timekeeping, and the social coordination of meeting at a rock.

The "Glitch": Because your brain is processing five high-definition "tabs" at once, your Working Memory (the "RAM") crashes. You forget the original point because your processor moved to the next tab before the first one "saved" to the hard drive."

I'm not sure if this is ADD or a stress response or executive dysfunction, low IQ, prefrontal cortex under-development.

Not sure I'm trying to sort of figure out what is going on with my - rumination - my type of thought formations - omg I am tired.

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: N.

« Last post by Meh on March 19, 2026, 04:14:38 PM »

Thanks everybody for your replies I will look them over slowly.