Nothing much really

[Meh]

And.. Incoming I just got a threatening text from my Aunt. Haven't heard from her since my brother kicked the bucket. That's the only time she bothered to call me and I didn't want to hear from her then. Had nothing to say to her. She had nothing kind to say to me. Man I haven't had any reason to think of her in a while.

Deep breathing.

Perhaps I will mark it as spam and pretend I don't know her.

Let me see I think I haven't seen them in, well it's been over 10 years I think.

Nice to know all the fam is talking shit about me. But actually that doesn't matter.

This is the aunt who claimed my father molested me in court records for my brother's divorce. Something which my aunt made up and never happened. Yeah that was an ugly lie.

She wants a piece of the drama. I can picture her now just waiting for any tidbit like a vulture.

Meh, Blocked and reported it as SPAM. Was that a flying monkey that just flew into a wall... maybe.

I'm not responding to her. It's only a text. Cheap talk that fills some need for drama.

God what day is it anyhow Sunday? It's still only Sunday.

I look forward to Monday sort of I mean at least it's so busy at work I can't think about anything else when I'm there really. Contemplating my nicest and easiest outfit. It's 6:00 PM...

So
- cops
- MHP
- Lying Aunt

Good ol' mom is on a role this weekend.

I have to find my makeup. And order something new.

[Meh]

A truck I was taught....
when people, in positions of authority, say dumb things......
treat it as an opportunity to educate them.

Like you're talking to a child .....calm, simple, very short.

Also .....nobody can do/think 2 things at once, so choose the thing you'd like to do/think, and focus only on that, maybe.

Worth a try.

Lighter

  sounds good Lighter

it is important to think positive stuff. It works sometimes. Not ALL the time but sometimes it does shift stuff.

I am just going to do simple tasks tonight and as I do them I am going to enjoy the feeling of being organized afterwards I hope.

[Hopalong]

((((Meh)))))

If the mother-trouble starts around 9am, does that mean phone calls
from her?

Hoping if that's the case, you can ensure you have caller ID and control
when you are interrupted by her (or your aunt).

I would find it impossible to tap into morning serenity if someone who
was disturbing my serenity and causing anxiety were calling me then.

Maybe I'm guessing wrong about her patterns, though.

I'm glad to know you have a new job and hope you'll prioritize taking kindly,
gentle, loving care of yourself. Treating yourself the way you wish to be treated.

Mothering yourself in a good-mother way. Not waiting for the turnip to shed tears.

You deserve it.

hugs
Hops

[lighter]

It's important to give your energy to what you want more of.

Starve, the things, you want less of.

I like the strength in your posts, Meh.  A lot.

Lighter