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onlyrenting1

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« Reply #210 on: March 02, 2005, 11:04:12 PM »
Hi everyone,

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I'm worried about this guy freaking out. PLEASE have an army of people there when you leave. Promise
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Last night I had images of many people surrounding me, protecting me. I try and sleep but faces were poping up in my head. It was wild. I woke
up at 3am and again at 5am. As the days are passing I have run into people I have cared about and had the chance to say good-bye.

Today I called the officer and left a voice mail. He works the late shift so after my H goes to sleep I will call him on his advise. His message said he would be out for the weekend so I would want to know who else to call.

I went to my D's school, she was sick again with this fever and cold.
I found out about the transfer procedure, I can fax any papers needed.  
It was then I saw a good teacher friend. She is an Art teacher, I have known her since my D was in K.
We became friends I enjoy painting, so we shared our love for the Art.
We got to say goodbye holding back the tears.

Every little thing is falling in place. There are many things going on and they are all fitting like peices in a puzzle.

Today my H, I know he is getting worried. After he tried to bully me with telling me how I was not going to take our D. I just blew him off.
agreed to what ever he said. He was telling me how he was going to have me fly out and get settled, my D would stay here, not to pull her out of school, BLA BLA.

Then Im putting things in the garage, he starts telling me He's going to have me tested for drugs, I guess I had too much energy taking a few blankets out. BLA BLA.

Next he courners me saying lets talk, "Why am I  so angry with him"?
I said  " it's me don't worry about it".
He is telling me lets get a long for our D. Wait and he will move us all up to Dallas later. BLA BLA

Telling me to stop and listen, he's being told he has more surgeries and whatever issue with his blood clot.
(he was sure to give himself a shot in the stomach, so we could all know about it.) - He should have thought about his condition before he pushed me out with no parachute.

I just learned he will be gone first thing Thursday 6am 1hr away to the Doctors, So Im going to go by the U-haul place. They called and have the truck ready for Saturday. Im going to ask If I can start loading it for the few hours he will be gone and park it back until Saturday. It cant hurt to ask. It would be great to get most of it packed incase things turn bad.

This is going to be difficult for my D, no matter if her Dad is not always nice to her, He has been home with her the last two days, Im sure he is sending her mixed messages about us.
She will be torn and hoping she will trust me.  I know she trust me but in saying that she will allow herself to express the anger about the whole crummy situation.

onlyrenting 2 days

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« Reply #211 on: March 03, 2005, 08:48:31 AM »
Only:

My prayers are with you as you try to leave.  Please keep  us posted until it is time to go.  Just know you are surrounded with the love of this post and that as in the "Celestine Prophecy" by James Redfield........there are coincidences in life.  The fact you are running into people, other things that are happening .......cease to be coincidences and are illuminations showing you  on the pathway leading to life and happiness.  This post is for you, to surround you with love and protection as you go into the future.  Much love, Patz

mum

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« Reply #212 on: March 03, 2005, 12:02:50 PM »
Only: Still with you.  We all are.  Definately surrounding and protecting you.
Sending you strength and good fortune.

onlyrenting1

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« Reply #213 on: March 03, 2005, 01:04:26 PM »
got lucky  u-haul let me take the truck for short time loaded my stuff , now only what will fit in my car as I drive to pick up the truck on sat.

feel bett got to go to work called in late after found out he would be at the docs,


bye

mum

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« Reply #214 on: March 03, 2005, 01:06:53 PM »
One foot in front of the other, Only.  Keep on.

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« Reply #215 on: March 03, 2005, 03:58:25 PM »
You're doing it Only!

God Bless you!

GFN

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« Reply #216 on: March 03, 2005, 05:55:44 PM »
only,
I hope this doesn't sound stupid, but with all you've been through and shared here, you kind of feel like a kid sister. I and a lot of others here wish we could be there to help and protect you and your daughter (mine is twelve also). But since we can't be there physically we are there in spirit. And I'm sure like me, when people here say they are praying for you, they're not just saying that to make you feel better. We are really taking time and praying for you and your precious daughter's welfare. God bless.

mudpuppy

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« Reply #217 on: March 03, 2005, 08:54:44 PM »
Only:

What Mudpuppy stated is absolutely true.  Patz

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« Reply #218 on: March 04, 2005, 10:33:37 AM »
Today's the Day! :D

Best of luck, Onlyrenting, and God be with you!

GFN

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« Reply #219 on: March 04, 2005, 10:53:12 AM »
Only:

Just checking to see if you had posted.  As GFN says "Today is the day!"
Much love Patz

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« Reply #220 on: March 05, 2005, 10:14:45 AM »
Thinking of you this morning, Onlyrenting, and hoping that you are well on your way....enjoying your trip....and that you and your daughter are safe and looking forward to a much brighter future!!
 :D  :D  :D
GFN

mum

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« Reply #221 on: March 05, 2005, 10:30:59 AM »
Right there with you, Only.  Hope you can feel it, we are all with you.

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« Reply #222 on: March 05, 2005, 11:38:10 AM »
Thinking good thoughts and praying for you and your daughter every day.
longtire

- The only thing that was ever really wrong with me was that I used to think there was something wrong with *me*.  :)

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« Reply #223 on: March 08, 2005, 01:20:16 AM »
Me too, Onlyrenting.

Maybe soon....you'll be at your new place?

Hoping and praying that all is well.

GFN

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« Reply #224 on: March 08, 2005, 09:17:42 AM »
Only:

Just checking in to see if you made it to D ok.  Been thinking about you since you left.  Hope the trip went ok.  Much love, Patz