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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: N.
« Last post by Meh on April 30, 2026, 11:34:01 PM »Tonight I was really wondering if I should be doing therapy or just focusing on other stuff like financial stuff.
The monetary side of my life is bad it does feel like my GAD and everything else might be feeding into bad decisions.
I feel a bit confused.
I honestly feel like my lot in life is to just put all my energy into bad jobs until I die and do nothing else.
The therapy I know is not going to change the financial reality.
I've got zero debt so I guess that is something to feel good about? Or not I don't know.
- It shocks me that I spent so much of my lifetime being so stunted in life -- maintaining stuntedness whatever that means. Years of whatever it was social anxiety?
Maintaining stuntedness.
Does it have maintenance. Like avoidance.
What am I saying. Working only to be feeding the stunted version of self? Is that what I am saying who knows. I'm going to bed I guess.
The monetary side of my life is bad it does feel like my GAD and everything else might be feeding into bad decisions.
I feel a bit confused.
I honestly feel like my lot in life is to just put all my energy into bad jobs until I die and do nothing else.
The therapy I know is not going to change the financial reality.
I've got zero debt so I guess that is something to feel good about? Or not I don't know.
- It shocks me that I spent so much of my lifetime being so stunted in life -- maintaining stuntedness whatever that means. Years of whatever it was social anxiety?
Maintaining stuntedness.
Does it have maintenance. Like avoidance.
What am I saying. Working only to be feeding the stunted version of self? Is that what I am saying who knows. I'm going to bed I guess.
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