Patz,
today the UPS left a message about a delivery, they will try again on Friday, my h doesn't have this address, hope its from a friend. With the internent anyone can find you, will find out Friday.
My D mentioned about how many divorced familys were at her school
They were talking about if Parents should stay together or not, I held my breath about what her comment was.
The day I went to leave town,I picked her up from school before my H, would be there. I went to pick up the U-haul truck keys , while I ran
to get the keys, she took off running down the street toward home.
I chased her down in my car, made her get in.
She was upset and told me she didn't want to leave her friends, our dog and her Dad. as I was driving back to the u-Haul, a guy I work with drove by,I flaged him down, he went with me to keep her from running away. (Another angel watching over me.)
she was upset said she would only stay 1 week, 2 hrs later she would stay only 2 weeks. the conversation was difficult for the travel because the past was too painful to discuss and the future was something not easy to talk about, when she wanted her friends and the old life.
we had to stay in the moment during the drive for the next 3 days. She could have picked up the phone and for awhile I thought she would run or make an escape, but she never tried or made any effort to push to contact her Dad.
So as she tells me this story today she simply said:
"Better to be divorced, the Parents aren't happy, they are upset with each other and take it out on the child".
I realized she knows the child suffers, and sees the unhappiness in her Parents.
I feel she is no longer mad at me like I knew she was on the trip up here.
She appeaars to be doing great and sees me less stressed.
I tell people my H is not able to travel because of his recent surgery, and is still in CA., for now thats the story for us both. The truth is too much to explian.
thanks for keeping in touch OR